Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
beer is like piss, you could go through hundreds and not find the one that is right for you, or you could like everything
Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?
Random Thoughts.....What are you thinking?
That's why cider is ftw, actually tastes nice.
I miss this game enough to trawl the forums for some form of loose association with the game. I miss playing it, I miss the music, I miss the people, I miss the buzz, I miss it all, this was the greatest game I ever played and will ever play, everything else just seems pointless without people to share it with.
These are my random thoughts and this is what I am thinking, Quit: July 2011.
I have a baby boy now and any time committed should be given up for him, I wish I could play this casually but I just don't think it is possible.
I wish all those playing happiness and hope they achieve all they want to and hope they enjoy this game as much as I did, I listen to FFXI music almost daily just to reminisce.
These are my random thoughts and this is what I am thinking, Quit: July 2011.
I have a baby boy now and any time committed should be given up for him, I wish I could play this casually but I just don't think it is possible.
I wish all those playing happiness and hope they achieve all they want to and hope they enjoy this game as much as I did, I listen to FFXI music almost daily just to reminisce.
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Ramuh.Sagittario said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Oh no the happy drunks are not something I expect at all. Yes I know to stay away from beer. I actually decided last night, "to hell with it I'll taste it to at least prove to myself it tastes like piss like I know it will." It tasted like piss. :x
I can't say what I actually expect, I'll admit I'm afraid to get ***faced simply because of my personality and feeling like it will make me do something extremely stupid. I don't expect myself to be a happy drunk at all, I really do expect myself to be extremely depressive but I know I could probably go either way since I already do so sober. I just fear what an even more depressed me could do since I've already gone to... quite some extremes without.
I can't say what I actually expect, I'll admit I'm afraid to get ***faced simply because of my personality and feeling like it will make me do something extremely stupid. I don't expect myself to be a happy drunk at all, I really do expect myself to be extremely depressive but I know I could probably go either way since I already do so sober. I just fear what an even more depressed me could do since I've already gone to... quite some extremes without.
Yeh beer is just the most disgusting fluid ever created, most alcohol tastes awful, probably our bodies way of saying don't drink too much of this. Also, being drunk is overrated and for reasons I will never understand a large majority of people around our age seem to think it's some sort of accolade to be ridiculously drunk at every opportunity.
Well, don't go and drink just to try and fit in, it will only leave a hollow feeling inside. Do things your way and don't let assumptions and expectations weigh down on you.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
this party is lame >:|
this party is lame >:|
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Real Scotsmen drink whisky!!
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Meh I get alot of the same feelings, I feel like I'm lost amongst everybody else searching for a purpose in life that means something to me. Or something like that.
Ramuh.Sagittario said: »
Real Scotsmen drink whiskyFREEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!
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Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
you're a teenager, teenagers experiment... and get emo.... but yea they experiment to learn about themselves!
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
you're a teenager, teenagers
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Don't use the term experiment... *** stalker has been saying "college is the time to experiment" constantly with this look on his face that just urks me. :/
While I love the idea of experimenting, my sexuality is one thing I'm definitely sure about. XP Though exploring more into sex itself... that's a sliiiightly different story.
While I love the idea of experimenting, my sexuality is one thing I'm definitely sure about. XP Though exploring more into sex itself... that's a sliiiightly different story.
Asura.Lolserj said: »
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
you're a teenager, teenagers
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well i was talking about alcohol and other substances... but ok >.>
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Don't use the term experiment... *** stalker has been saying "college is the time to experiment" constantly with this look on his face that just urks me. :/
While I love the idea of experimenting, my sexuality is one thing I'm definitely sure about. XP Though exploring more into sex itself... that's a sliiiightly different story.
While I love the idea of experimenting, my sexuality is one thing I'm definitely sure about. XP Though exploring more into sex itself... that's a sliiiightly different story.
wat
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
well i was talking about alcohol and other substances... but ok >.>
Alcohol and substance experimentation seemed like they happened more in highschool around here. Most people started doing all that around my Freshman/Sophomore year.
just no cigarettes or cocaine young man. one charlie sheen is enough.
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
just no cigarettes or cocaine young man. one charlie sheen is enough.
id maybe add heroin and crack to the list as well
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Asura.Lolserj said: »
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
you're a teenager, teenagers
>:
Build some guns and MAKE them notice you >_>
An I'm not talkin about ak47's <_<
Asura.Lolserj said: »
you have an actual stalker?
Luckily I think he settled down after I told him I don't like him on Thursday. I'm still fearful of him slightly.
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
just no cigarettes or cocaine young man. one charlie sheen is enough.
As for cigs... I've been tempted as of late to try them, again mostly to relieve stress, but luckily I've stopped myself.
Ramuh.Sagittario said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Asura.Lolserj said: »
Cerberus.Irohuro said: »
Shiva.Spathaian said: »
Yea, you're right. I don't know why this year has changed my thinking so much to allow me to start doing things this way. I suppose I'm just stressed and trying to find some way to relieve the pressure. Obviously I don't feel I'm making the best choices and if anything am just looking for an easy way out.
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
Thanks guys, I didn't mean to bring this stuff in here. :x
you're a teenager, teenagers
>:
Build some guns and MAKE them notice you >_>
An I'm not talkin about ak47's <_<
For once I am actually extremely comfortable with the way my body looks, dare I say it I actually think I look sexy. That is one good thing that has come out of my year.
Cigs do not relieve stress, they make it worse. Much worse.
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How I picture Spath >_>
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Ramuh.Sagittario said: »
Cigs do not relieve stress, they make it worse. Much worse.
Ragnarok.Hevans said: »
ayahuasca or bust.
Ramuh.Sagittario said: »
How I picture Spath >_>
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