Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Nah, she just flip flops a lot. Wants me to entertain her. Complains that she's sooooo bored. Sends me screenshots of other male highlanders when I don't get on, I guess in an attempt to make me jealous? Tells me I'm dumb. Layers insults in with compliments. Tries to start arguments over the most petty ***. Tries to guilt trip me etc.

The draw is, she tells some really off the wall jokes that just hit me right in the funny balls. When she's in the right mood, I'm laughing non-stop from the jokes. She's also a cute redhead, and once an argument has concluded she seems to let it go and move on to the next ***of ***. So far I've parried everything, cause there's generally no substance behind her claims. She seems to just like to get upset and argue.

She even made a big deal about me being on more than one server. Like, literally argued with her about it for like two hours, and by the end of the argument she basically said she didn't want to associate with me anymore. Next day she acting like the discussion never occurred.

That reminds me...

Y'know, I actually joined this forum because there was a girl I played FFXI with who used to frequent it. Apparently, she enjoyed the drama with Cesil or whatever. The ironic thing is, I haven't spoken to her in about a year or so, but I still post here.

That's cause you love us.

This is true. I do. I even love the guys who get girlfriends and suddenly don't have time for the rest of us anymore.

***. Run.

I like crazy, not childish. The server argument screams childish to me.

Oh snap, aggressive passion.

I mean, passive aggression. *cough*

Spath got a girlfriend and he still shows up to chat with us.

Jesus Christ my eyes are getting bad...

Oh, he knows I'm joshing.

I hope...

I have time I guess I just kind of... felt less obligated to be here. The more I come back the less I feel I add to the conversations. I guess overall I just feel detached in general around here.

On top of that taking care of a 2 year old(do you know how hard it is to not want to strangle them?) and trying to get everything situated in this new place.. idk I think I'm just streseed

But we wuv you Spathi-kun.

Kids can be fun...when you're an uncle.

I'd hope you don't feel obligated to post here. If it stops being enjoyable, you don't have to stay. We'd miss the ***out of you, but you gotta do you, first.

Spathy, you'll always be welcome here, bud. Maybe I'm only speaking for myself, but I doubt it. You're awesome, and if you leave, we lose that awesomeness.

If there's one thing I've noticed, it's that attention spans here have a tendency to... fluctuate. I've kinda felt what you're feeling, as if maybe people are getting sick of my smartassedness, but in all honesty, that just changes from time and again.

Not I.

<3

Also, if you stay, I promise to post more Supernatural gifs.

Be you, Spathington! Happiness comes first!

I guess obligated wasn't really the right word to use. It was more like I was compelled, I felt sucked into the conversation. Right now I feel more like a person on the sidelines, part of that obviously being because I've been out for so long.

It's not so much that it's not enjoyable, rather it's weird/awkward? I'm just unsure what to talk about lately and feel very distanced from the forum friends. Coming into any of the threads feels very forced for me, like popping into a deep conversation about the physics of the universe and only being able to say something like "I LOVE PHYSICS" or more closely "I LIKE POTATO!"

... I don't know I feel weird. x.x

Definitely. Inga isn't a popular name anymore

Finns inga som heter Inga


huhuhu

I have trouble contributing too. Especially in Ni.

Ni has been slightly easier for me lately... maybe I'm just feeling old...

Or maybe it's because Ni is usually the place that reminds me I'm not so old? Or maybe it's just a place that offers relatively interesting advice?

...

I'm honestly pulling stuff out of my *** at this point.

All I know is, seven days without Spathy makes one weak.

If I don't have anything to contribute, I'll just do a little bit of backreading and nitpick someone's post.

Mostly because I'm an ***. But also, contributing.

please wash your hands before going back to ni.

When people give massages and say they are working toxins out of the muscles, is there any scientific proof a massage releases toxins?

I just don't have the capacity to backread these days. D:

Too busy trying to play 14 or something... Think I'm pushing myself too hard to try to cover for other FC members. I gotta realize no matter how many jobs I level I'm still just one member.

no. your body detoxifies itself. that's called living. it's what your liver, bladder, kidneys, and intestines do. that's just some pseudo-science ***. it might be good for your muscles, certain types release acids that help them heal, but definitely not doing ***for toxins. also, say that was the case. where it being worked to? it wouldn't just vanish. they'd be releasing toxins into the rest of the body. sounds dumbs, and even in theory is dumb.