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Random Thoughts.....What are you thinking?
 Cerberus.Liandaru
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By Cerberus.Liandaru 2011-08-29 18:13:22
Cerberus.Liandaru said: »I have ***I need to get off my chest. I don't do the whole blogging thing, so here's a spoiler.
My dad died 4 years ago tomorrow. Part of me is still relieved he's gone because he was a mentally abusive *** with a horrible Irish temper that he blamed on his upbringing. Yet I still miss him. Stupid, I know.
His best friend's wife is in the hospital. Tomorrow she'll have her leg amputated thanks to a botched knee replacement surgery. Her bones are full of infection and it's the only way to truly stop it from spreading. However, there's a probability they won't get all the infection and she'll go septic and die.
I work at a family business and today I got to listen to my boss get reamed by her mom and dad for god knows what. I feel really bad for her, but she's bipolar and I can't even give her any words of comfort because when I do, she screams at me for it, so I just sat there and avoided her all day.
Also found out my mom's had a heart attack she wasn't aware of at some point in the past few months. They want to do surgery now and I'm so afraid I'm going to lose her. It's just one damn thing after another and I'm *** tired of it. You remind me of my wife sometimes.. If that actually fit her history, I wouldn't be surprised at all if you told me that she's the one that wrote it.
I dunno what to tell either of you.. It's hard to explain how I deal with it, but I just take a 'meh attitude' about it. I refuse to care about it.. That doesn't mean I don't worry, and it doesn't mean I don't get stressed at times, I just refuse to let it bother me, I just move on.. Confusing and conflicting I know. I've had some pretty shitty low points in my life as well.. I'm just having an emo *** day. I wish everything would just go away.
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By Asura.Chuuuuu 2011-08-29 18:21:56
flavin is back? :O
Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:24:47
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash.
Ramuh.Austar
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By Ramuh.Austar 2011-08-29 18:25:29
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash. Good luck with that.
Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:26:20
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash. Good luck with that.
Thank you. Society thrives on acting stupid, so maybe if I do it I'll fit in better.
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:28:03
I got into a mood today and felt I needed to be heard. So i called out to some people and jumped on a desk lol.
 Phoenix.Fredjan
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By Phoenix.Fredjan 2011-08-29 18:28:18
I think the fail here is spending money for the hell of it.
If I had real money to spend I'd probably buy rare vinyls or something like that.
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By Asura.Chuuuuu 2011-08-29 18:29:29
I got into a mood today and felt I needed to be heard. So i called out to some people and jumped on a desk lol. lol ok :P
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:31:00
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash. Good luck with that.
Thank you. Society thrives on acting stupid, so maybe if I do it I'll fit in better. Well if you're going to do something stupid at least do something creative or worthwhile. All that does is make a mess that someone else has to clean up and make you an ***.
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Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:31:15
I got into a mood today and felt I needed to be heard. So i called out to some people and jumped on a desk lol. lol ok :P Oh yeah!!!
Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:31:29
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash. Good luck with that.
Thank you. Society thrives on acting stupid, so maybe if I do it I'll fit in better. Well if you're going to do something stupid at least do something creative or worthwhile. All that does is make a mess that someone else has to clean up and make you an ***.
Like coning, lol. I just watched a video compilation of it, and it pisses people off who work at fast food joints. I wouldn't actually do what I said, that is a waste of at least $13 just to look like an ***. (Which benefits me how..?)
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:31:42
I couldn't stay away I love you guys too much lol.
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By Asura.Chuuuuu 2011-08-29 18:32:06
ive been posting less :P
 Leviathan.Novax
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By Leviathan.Novax 2011-08-29 18:32:15
Stupid nose won't stop running :(
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:32:40
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:32:56
Stupid nose won't stop running :( Plug it with a sock
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By Asura.Chuuuuu 2011-08-29 18:33:29
well i didnt post much all weekend so no :P
By slipispsycho 2011-08-29 18:33:42
I'm gonna start a new fad, popcorning. Go to a movie theater and order popcorn. Dump it all over your head before paying for it. Say "Oh... ok." then walk away and throw your ticket in the trash. Good luck with that.
Thank you. Society thrives on acting stupid, so maybe if I do it I'll fit in better. Well if you're going to do something stupid at least do something creative or worthwhile. All that does is make a mess that someone else has to clean up and make you an ***.
Like coning, lol. I just watched a video compilation of it, and it pisses people off who work at fast food joints. I wouldn't actually do what I said, that is a waste of at least $13 just to look like an ***. (Which benefits me how..?) If you're talking about the video I think you are, I laughed at it..
Leviathan.Novax
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By Leviathan.Novax 2011-08-29 18:34:11
Stupid nose won't stop running :( Plug it with a sock
No you...wait..
Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:34:34
Well yeah, it is funny, but I still feel bad when the guy grabs it by the ice cream and just throws it on the ground. >_>
However when they just eat the cone first that's actually kinda funny, especially the reaction if the drive-thru teller is cool with it.
Ramuh.Austar
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By Ramuh.Austar 2011-08-29 18:34:36
Try planking, Eburo.
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:34:52
well i didnt post much all weekend so no :P Well then I'm going to choose to believe that you were sad that I was not around and that is why you didn't post much!
By slipispsycho 2011-08-29 18:35:06
And if you wanna do something stupid, then start up a fad called Countering or something.. Go into a fast food place, place your order, when they expect you to step back and wait so other's can place their order, get up on the counter and plank it.
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By Asura.Chuuuuu 2011-08-29 18:38:50
well i didnt post much all weekend so no :P Well then I'm going to choose to believe that you were sad that I was not around and that is why you didn't post much! lol uh sure :P
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Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:38:54
No. >_> People have died. Never forget. lol
And if you wanna do something stupid, then start up a fad called Countering or something.. Go into a fast food place, place your order, when they expect you to step back and wait so other's can place their order, get up on the counter and plank it.
I think the funniest drive-thru shenanigan I've seen is "Returning"...
Where you order something, you accept it from the person at the window, take it out of the bag and give it back.
Or, ask if they have something not on the menu (chocolate milk for example), then they tell you no and you drive around and give them a bottle of chocolate milk.
Leviathan.Novax
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By Leviathan.Novax 2011-08-29 18:39:10
Ohai chuuuuu long time no talk bro.
Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:39:18
if you really want to do something stupid here's what you do Eburo. Get a bucket of paint jump up on a table and scream weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee as you throw the paint all over your room.
Edit: in your own house.
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Lakshmi.Flavin
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By Lakshmi.Flavin 2011-08-29 18:39:45
well i didnt post much all weekend so no :P Well then I'm going to choose to believe that you were sad that I was not around and that is why you didn't post much! lol uh sure :P It's alright you don't have to openly admit it lol.
By slipispsycho 2011-08-29 18:40:31
if you really want to do something stupid here's what you do Eburo. Get a bucket of paint jump up on a table and scream weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee as you throw the paint all over your room. My old room was splatter painted <_< I miss that room.. It was sky blue background with navy blue splatters, and matching blue carpet. Was fun as hell to paint it too.
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Bismarck.Eburo
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By Bismarck.Eburo 2011-08-29 18:40:33
if you really want to do something stupid here's what you do Eburo. Get a bucket of paint jump up on a table and scream weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee as you throw the paint all over your room.
LOL, what a colorful idea!
This is a thread that I found on another website I post at. It can be really really interesting. I thought it deserved a place here.
Post your random thoughts for the day here, or anything else that intrigues you.
For starters, is it possible to give constructive critism to someone who doesn't have a neck? I totally just walked by a girl who didn't. Someone isn't getting a necklace for Valentines day!
And who decided black and white can't be colors? I want to say a racist. I really do.
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