Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

I like the dungeons dark, having to use a torch to see and not being guided by some invisible, omnipresent light source is nice. It's one of the first things I ever modded, and it works even better with extra ambient noise. Since then I've added a large assortment of immersion and graphics mods, I barely ever even see my UI anymore for example.

I actually have a dungeon darkness enb and the torch-lit-when thrown thing as well lol. It was especially funny when I accidentally dropped my stack of 200 something torches and it went from dark to ultra sun bright. It hurt.

*Yawn* Mornin'

Another 4 AM on A shift... time to go take my pre-workout, pre protein shake, and then go have some cardio fun... joy -.-;

Does this getting healthy stuff ever feel like less of a chore?

Ugh... it's so hot and humid, just makes working out that much more fun.

I'm devote though! One day soon I will be so sexy you will all want to jump my bones. The women included.

Silly drac you're a bear you can't do human things.


GO back to being a bear.

The gym was my favorite part. I always feel more motivated when I'm surrounded by people with the same goal. Need to get back to one.

That's the thing that's going to suck: the upkeep. I keep looking at my goal thinking that's the end-all be-all and can go back to eating what I want again, but that's the fast track to gaining all that weight back in a hurry. Even though I'll be thinner, I have to keep up the pace for the rest of my life to look the way I want.

But I suppose that nothing in this life comes free.

I avoid Subway like the plague, nowadays. Have you seen the amount of sodium they put in their meat? Everything on their menu is just saturated with sodium; I'd rather just make my own lunchmeat at home.

Most of the time when I'm shopping, I spend most of my time in the produce department. I've noticed that since I've eaten a lot more fruit and veggies and less of the heavy stuff like frozen pizzas or beef-laden meals, I feel a lot better afterwards. This I know is going to be a lifestyle change, because I'm starting to really enjoy fresh produce. In fact, when I finally get everything settled, I plan on making my Saturdays Farmer's Market Days. That will ensure that I continue on the right path and spend money on the really fresh stuff.

I spend way too much money at the deli in the store. Fresh deli meat is so much better than the pre packaged stuff.

I love getting those little rotisserie chickens and cutting them up and having lunch the next day.

Not a big farmer's market guy. Just don't eat a whole whole lot of fruits and veggies. Most everything at the Tom Thumb (Randall's to you non-Dallas folks) is fresh enough anywho.

Merica needs to expand beyond the 4 major meats (beef, pork, chicken, and sometimes turkey) we provide for our selfs, I'm sick of only having 2 healthy choices of meat (chicken/turkey)

EDIT: Those 2 "healthy" choices also tend to be LOADED with sodium and preservatives.

There's always fish.

Especially raw fish over a bed of sushi rice...

I WANT SUSHI!!

You should have seen my breakfast this morning; baby bella mushrooms, raw just rinsed, a sliced green pepper, same deal, some raspberries, and a little bit of steamed broccoli. I actually tried something new today though and used no salt at all. Rather than a few sprinkles, I went hardcore, lol. With a nice bottle of water.

Now I can have a nice top round steak, no seasoning just plain, for lunch later.

Buffalo is great, Venison and Duck is good if cooked right. I'd like to try Elk and Caribou, I hear they are amazing meats. I have had mutton before, but only in a goulash. If you want to get controversial, I hear horse meat is good, Americans just have a sort of taboo against it.

I love duck, but we don't have it often because mum doesn't like it much. :I Rabbit's good too.

Duck is delicious! Store-bought duck is interesting to prepare. So much gelatinous, gooey fat on a duck butt! Rabbit is great!

This is going to be weird, but has anyone else been tricked into eating squirrel? I had it in a mulligan without knowing. Not bad.

Hey Lock On, how was the weekend?

What time I could I played lottery with The Reward Boxes costing only 15 Marks from Dyson and Nakura. Got some decent drops, some ok, but did get a Dual Beam Bank array and Beam Array in Refractive Tetryon, goes well with my Nakura Space Weapons Set. Christened Macross Quarter-C and Macross Bolt. Had fun laying mines with Dispersal Pattern III. Used some TCD Mines I got in Purple Mk XI, and the Nakura Mines. Lets say, I Enjoyed being a bomber man WAY more than I should have. /megusta.jpg.... And 8 Web Mines on anything is massive. XD

Did have one run of Infected Conduit Elite where some guy blew up 1/4 transformers before the borg cube, and some jackass pretty much made the guy ragequit and leave us hanging for a bit with 4. My God, I think we all took like 6+ deaths. At end, took me 50 seconds to respawn...

Rabbit is good, can't remember the last time I had Squirrel.

I definitely want to try some buffalo one day. Been meaning too, lol.