Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

*** it. I have a laptop and the internet. That's good enough for me.

And zero G jugs. always a good magazine

I dunno, but... Random gif searching... I wish I had one of these.

Personally, I just haven't met the right person yet. Most I've met are either incompatible with me, or don't know what the hell they want out of life or a relationship.

I guess I should have put more detail to that part. After she went home that night that I told her, she asked me to get rid of everything I had that related to her. I was genuinely trying to work things out and kept trying to make sure it was what she wanted.

The next day I had plans with the other girl because I was under the impression that she was done with me. But then she texted and said she loved me and still wanted to come live with me and stuff. It was a bit odd and I just kept my plans with the other girl because at least she wasn't being confusing about it. (When I asked her how long until she "uncomplicated" the relationship, for example, she said she didn't know. When I asked other stuff, she ignored the question entirely.)

At this point, #1 hadn't really been speaking with me so I was thinking she was just done after all, so #2 came over that evening to spend time with me and my son while working on her Psychology homework. Late that night (last night at this point), #1 messaged me and started asking if I'd seen #2 and stuff. I had seen her at work, so I told her yes. She asked if #2 was over and I told her I wasn't going to talk with her about that sort of stuff until she made it clear that she did want to work on things, and how. So, #2 and I ended up falling asleep on my couch and later just went and slept in my bed. (For the record, the only time we ever had sex was the one time I cheated on #1... The rest of the times, we just hung out and shared my bed for sleeping.)

Today has just been weird. But after explaining all that, I feel like maybe I'm hung up on the wrong girl (until I see her again, at which point my brain turns all derpy because of how much I'm attracted to her).

Personally, I want one of these...

I'm Military, US Navy, been so for 7 years and will fight to stay in till retirement. Afterwards i want to open my own charter boat business or if that doesnt work go merchant marine. What i want out of life is rather simple, a house, a loving wife, a pair of kids, and able to provide enough for all of them to life comfortably.

This is also why i am staying in till retirement. Won't have to worry about my wife or kids not having insurance of any type, they will have it all.

I have the urge to tell someone what a sleaze bag her bf is but I don't really care for her or him that much so I've decided to let it run its own course and laugh at the destruction.

/evil

Man I dunno. I can tell you that keeping both around and not sure what you want to commit to and try to fix... Well... Nothing's going to get done. The girl 1 probably is all emotional and hurt, probably why she's so back and forth. Kinda expected for her to be a mess. I still say you're not gonna fix a damn thing if you're keeping girl 2 around. Which obviously you are lol

Also... I want to point out, that if a girl willingly cheated with you, she'll probably cheat on you. So maybe girl 2 isn't a good option either.

i'm 26..........

A kid i knew when he was a TODDLER has grown up and joined the military.......

Besides, sometimes the search is made difficult when people want to marry you just because they want the benefits that come with it, IE medical and dental insurance......

Sorry for the slow responses... I have a four year-old using me as his personal jungle gym while I type.

Thank you for your service.

It's usually all you can do, people usually just turn on you if you try to tell them they're being cheated on.

This.

Don't really care about either of them~ But I am friends with his friends too so I'd rather not have that drama.

Appreciate that, but I do not do it for the recognition. Yes i am very proud of what i do. But! I do it because i want to do my part, no matter how big or small, to serve my country. That's all. Not for glory, not for honor, just because i feel like i am doing my part to ensure my family and friends back home are safe and sound, no matter if i agree or disagree with the politics of it.

I took care of the "two girls around" problem earlier. Apparently hurt her pretty bad, as a mutual friend told me she's going to punch me when she sees me, but I had to do something.

Technically, they've both willingly cheated with me. They both had boyfriends (though girl #2 wasn't exactly serious with hers yet). It just seems to be the sort of thing I attract lately. I'm also fully aware that it increases the likelihood of being cheated on, as that's how it's happened to me in the past. But like I said, I'm desensitized to that now. Ironically, it was girl #1 who told me up front that she'd cheat on me... I never expected I'd be the one doing the cheating instead.

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I don't look at age in a physical sense though. I may be 26 but my experiences and knowledge put me ahead of my age group. There are some 22 year olds i know who are more mature then some 30 year olds i know. Age is just a number, it's how old you are mentally that counts.

One of my cousins was in Colorado with my dad, brother, grandpa, uncle, etc. well, My mom and I were at home and we noticed a strange car parking at his house (just up the street) overnight. His wife was cheating on him. After a few days, he got a call, that call was the moment he changed. He hasn't been the same since....

Being a little boy when they were dating, in their early 20's, I had a bit of a crush on her, but that was my cousin's girlfriend. In one day he changed, their marriage unofficially ended, and I began to hate her.

Being that the cousin is now a druggie, I still love him as family, but things are awkward, I see her as disgusting, and depending on my mood when my opinion of her comes to mind, I see her as less than a human being. Not because of the cheating, but because of how she left him a broken man only to become a drunken meth-head to be passed between two brothers as if her *** were made of gold, and making her kids go hungry so they could have beer and drugs. It sickens me.

I'm not sure why I threw that out there, but it was on my mind.

You've obviously never spoken to me much.

My entire life is always this complicated. When it's not relationship issues, it's something else. But it's always something.

I have nothing left to say, lmao.

I miss when we would talk about boobs.

Relavent?

This is all one not so funny joke...

Purple hair is okay, but brown or black is better.

When life gives you lemons......

How about



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better magnuss? I will be around all this when i get back to